At this point, with Gunner turning four next month and Gauge's second birthday at the end of April, I'm happy to have a job and colleagues who understand my chaotic life, thankful my boys are at least clothed in the morning and lucky to still have a man in my life who puts up with me. I am working on a graduate degree, I run a pretty successful photography side business, for the most part people like me and I like them and I do my best with everything I have.Yet, part of me still thinks - and probably always will- that there is so much more... to do, to be, to see, to love, to embrace, to surround myself with.....to just simply enjoy.
I've wasted a lot of time worrying about writing my first personal blog...because I wanted to be profound. I wanted to be interesting and insightful, witting at the very least. And if I could do all of those things, people would follow me. They'd fall in love with me, they'd tell their friends and pretty soon I'd have 5000 followers. And if I failed and had only mediocre entries with a plain page design, then I would probably have blogspot management emailing me to say "if your blog continues this consistent level of inactivity, we will need to shut it down." Again....I wanted to be AMAZING....then I became real with myself and quickly got over it.
And now I'm just going to write, I have always loved to write. I journal...well did before I had two boys...but I have journals from middle school up until the point of the random dates I remember to write down funny things my boys did or said to me. So I'm transferring my handwriting skills to typing - which I'm way faster at anyways. Who knows where this blog will go, or where I will go because of it....but I'm doing it and hope you enjoy following to see so much more of who I am!